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Name: Danielle
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 9/27/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD, sleep, Ansel Adams, soccer, working out...
Expertise: Sleeping/Cuddling
Occupation: Fisher-WOman
Message: message me
AIM:  CrazyBtfl 77
Member Since:
5/22/2004
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| yay for lower insurance rates! I'll have my new baby soon!!!!
isn't she purrrrty!
oh haha and to make ya laugh...this is why you don't mess with cops. This is one of my closest friends (Chris) and I wrestling around...well this is the end result. He's 5-O so I figured he would win...but I gave him a good run for his money and he gave me one of the best compliments of my life..."for a girl your size...better watch out"
haha...yea i smiled through the whole beating  thank-you-sir-may-i-please-have-another
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| so...my ex texted me about a week ago...says that he wonders how i'm doing and hopes i'm doing well blah blah blah blah but nevertheless it peaks my interest and then he says it...i don't remember the exact words but it was something along the lines of "i miss you late at night when i'm alone...i miss holding you"
maybe i'm just in a mood today but this pissed me off. how does one get the nerve to say stuff like that? YOU broke up with ME remember?? YOU chose jenny remember?? YOU slammed a door in my face remember??
2 years of my life was taken away...
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| Haven't posted in a while....been busy with school, work, life, cruisin' on a very fast bike...hehe sorry, just had to throw that in there...thanks Chris
Met a couple new friends - one in particular I like Been the first time in a year that I've felt "special." Chilvalry is not dead and this particular man won't even let me touch my door handle...it's nice.
Then I get a text message... a blast from the past one might call it.
I often wonder where he get's the nerve to bring up the past... "remember this?...."
Why yes, yes I do... but I also remember the dirt flung at me as well...
This song is for you... From the band I could never listen to around you....
Sevendust - Burn (9 min song)
(rescue Me) From This Mistake I'm In
Who Knows The Path I'll Land On
(i Must Be Dreamin) In The End Nothing But Solitary Moments
(comin Down On Me)
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
(wash It Away, Release Me)
(never Free) I Don't Know What I Want But I Know
(i Don't Want This) A Sleep Of Content I'm Here
Again And Always (intent On Believ'n)
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
I Pray The Day Will Come When You Will See
What You Took From Me,
From Where It All Began, The Way I Used To Be
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
I Pray The Day Will Come When You Will See
What You Took From Me,
From Where It All Began, The Way I Used To Be
(wash It Away - Release Me)
(i Can't Take This Anymore )
I Lied To Myself, Remembering The Things Said
Things You Said To Me, No Answer For Help
Empty Promises Were All I Heard, Never Meant To Be
Destroy Me, Control Me, Don't Hold Me, Release Me From Your Hands
Give Me Back The Life You Took And:
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
I Pray The Day Will Come When You Will See
What You Took From Me,
From Where It All Began, The Way I Used To Be
Wash Away The Colors Of The Shame That You Gave To Me
So I Can See Again, So I Can Live Again
I Pray The Day Will Come When You Will See
What You Took From Me,
From Where It All Began, The Way I Used To Be
[enter slow music]
I Often Wonder How It Came To This Again
I Often Wonder Why It Had To End
I Often Wonder How It Came To This Again
I Often Wonder Why It Had To End
Forgive You Just The Same
I Often Wonder How It Came To This Again
Never Meant To Be
I Often Wonder Why It Had To End
Forgive You All The Same
I Often Wonder How It Came To This Again
Never Meant To Be
I Often Wonder Why It Had To End
Because Of What You Took From Me
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| Some days I really feel there is power in prayer - my mind and heart believe it fully. Other days - when the results don't come right way - I get frustrated and I KNOW I need to be patient. That God works in HIS time...not in mine. I trust Him, and yet I still worry... and then Matthew 6:27 pops into mind...
Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You...
Jesus, Bring the Rain
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| The day I became a Christian - I knew I would be persecuted for my beliefs.
The lead singer of Mercy Me (at the recent Lobo Stadium Concert) said something like this..."it's easy to worship and raise your hands when everything is going great...it's in those hard times when we're utterly uncomfortable that we learn who we are...when our "true" selves are exposed - constantly being persecuted and rained upon. God asks that we turn to Him in those hard times...give our burdens to Him. He is so faithful - so faithful and loving... I say...Jesus bring the rain."
I struggle everyday...and I know I sin. I'm "super-human" as a close friend of mine put it.
What hurts the most is when the persecution comes for you own family. My brother claims is religion as "other" and his wife is wiccan. Everytime I visit my parents and their there...it makes for a uncomfortable situation.
I'm at my wits end...but I still pray... everyday...I pray. | | |
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